Mixed Emotions. 2019. Where have I been, where am I going? I know the answer to one of those. I have been to hell and back a few times. I have failed, succeeded, and just broke even. I have won some, lost some, lost big sometimes. In the end, I have always gotten back up. I have loved with all my heart, and been disregarded. I have loved and no matter how hard, it never mattered. Here I am, 2019 and I have been married and divorced once. Something I never intended to do. Either of them. But I did. I still struggle with those decisions. I second guess things. I forget what took me to that point. We often times, want to recall the comfort, or happy- and think we made a mistake. We tend to see one side of the current story and think we made the wrong decision. BUT WE DIDNT. I didn't. I was unhappy. I was not treated how I should have been. I was not in a 50/50 situation. I have to remember that. Are we ever really in a 50/50 situation though? IS th...
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